I recently read a hateful piece denouncing American teenage subculturalism. Without giving you a link, I'll just promptly counterpoint every bit of blubbering bullshit this site had to say.
The site said that the subculture is the reason for the high suicide rate of American teenagers.
That is wrong. The perpetuation of conformity through religious scare tactics and mass-media marketing is the reason.
Which is more dangerous, a televangelist telling a bunch of adolescents that homosexuality is wrong, or some teenager painting his/her nails black?
Which is worse, the 500,000 or so American teenagers that commit suicide for whatever reason or MILLIONS of Congolese or Rwandans who continue to starve and die every day? DO YOU FUCKING CARE?
Which is worse, a teenager wearing makeup, or a makeupless teenager getting beat up or put down because he doesn't play football like all of the rest? It happens, people.
Well you know the obvious answer from me, but I can attribute the shittiness of this website's arguments to this: SHITTY PARENTING. First of all, your child has the right to wear whatever the fuck they want to begin with, regardless of what you think.
Secondly, even if your child isn't DRESSING "punk" or "goth" or whatever, doesn't mean they wont when they leave home, or even adopt those attitudes because they see through your shitty shitty shitty values.
Third, if you think your child is just become another "mindless misanthropic zombie", maybe you should consider how your child thinks about your religion, and how mindless and zombielike it appears to him/her.
My point is, you shouldn't control what your child thinks, it's part of their growing up, if you're really so fucking worried about your child comitting suicide, GET YOUR CHILD A FUCKING PSYCHIATRIST, and stop bitching about how the subculture is destroying your child's "morals" which supposedly they're getting from YOU, although all things considered if you really have a problem with your occultist little brat it probably means you're a right-wing cocksucking piece of shit anyways. Case in point: I'm in the punkrock scene, I dress it, I act it, I play the damn part, and my parents not only TOLERATE it, they LOVE it, being the good free-thinking open-minded liberals that they are. They are not perfect, we do not agree about everything, but nonetheless they have never bothered me about the way I dress.
My contention here is RIGHT-WINGERS MAKE SHITTY PARENTS.
The following is on a slightly different topic, still having to do with right-wing shittiness.
Other than being a continous cespool of hateful intolerant bilge (pause for irony), the right wing is also a breeding ground for corruption and a shitty economy.
Conservative thought on wealth is that the supply-side of the economy will be stimulated by the spending of money by those who have wealth. This is wrong. The reality is that the wealthy HOARD wealth. I'm no Huey Long but if you make a 7-digit salary, the underclass could use some of that even if it's an indirect funding of jobs, or an unemployment benefit. If you can't pay a measly 50 grand out of your 7-digit income, well then, FUCK YOU.
The people who SPEND the most money, and are therefore the true basis of our economy, are the middle class. I'll conveniently state why neither the working class or the wealthy are: the working class is too preoccupied with living expenses (and perhaps even going into debt from that alone) and the illegal substance market (untaxed, mind you), the wealthy are few, and therefore the purchase of a jet or a mansion or some large is expense is fairly insignificant compared to the overall economy (GDP is close to $14.2 trillion). Therefore, the true mass consumers in our economy are the middle class, who posess a moderate amount of wealth, enough to pay living expenses....and perhaps a HDTV in the living room, or a computer, or maybe they shop at Whole Foods instead of WinCo.
Conservatives will bitch about how increased taxes and government spending are "communist" or "socialist", that's pure bullshit. If the American left was communist, they would demand complete seizure of every American's wealth to the treasury. And even the few socialists on the American left demand taxes that are FAR under any socialist country's tax rate. 34% ? Tough luck, pigfuckers. During World War II the wealthy paid close to 90%.
Like it or not, the government can serve public interest better and farther reaching than even large charitable donations by the wealthy. We're a country of 300,000,000, which is tiny on the global scale; we shouldn't have homelessness or poverty. But we do. I would encourage dormant or borderline leftists to tune out the fear mongering of the right and campaign in the name of our humanity.
I'd also like to post that I have registered to vote and WILL be voting in 2011. With that, my regards to all my readers, post your enamorance/hate below, or on MySpace/Facebook.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Fighting the machine, the real way.
Far-leftists like to fantasize and just about wet themselves about "breaking the system", "fighting the machine" and that kind of crap.
In my opinion one needs to climb the cruel ladders of capitalism before being so quick to criticize its legitimacy, morality, et cetera.
Idiots, if you haven't figured it out, the system, the dominant, militant system, the one that keeps YOU safe (assholes), can also be run BY YOU?
If America has taught me anything, America is ABOUT selling out.
I can say that the way to own America's politics, is to own America. Why? Say you're a candidate seeking campaign funding from a private interest....let's say that happens to be a large insurance company. They are INCREDIBLY powerful. Even if that candidate's constituency favors one kind of legislation or another which may limit the reach and influence of said private interest (and in the case of America, insurance conglomerates ARE indeed the dominant private interest), this candidate will likely loose not only campaign funding from that insurance company; that insurance company is EXTREMELY likely to do things like run fear campaigns to scare middle-ground constituents away.
Why can't congress pass a health-care bill with a public option? Because every single one of them is in the balls-in-vice-grip of insurance conglomerates.
Reasons I think this is the case: the biggest voices coming from congress (the "tea-bagging" crazies on the right, and the Blue-Dog Democrats, Joe Lieberman, et cetera) are the ones who receive or are threatened with significant incentives to strike down efforts for health-care reform.
But here's where the true-left Democrats forget: this is NOT about health-care reform, this is NOT about people's lives, this is about MONEY and POWER, things which insurance companies have gobs of and will do anything to keep their tenacious fat fingers coiled tightly around congress. THAT is why we do not, and in my opinion will NEVER have a public option.
*Ahem* Not that I wouldn't want it myself, I stand behind the moral-left standpoint of "everyone deserves coverage", and I really think conservatives need to shut the fuck up about us "having the best health-care system in the world". YOU ARE FUCKING ASS-SERVICE.
Woah that's a good insult, I'm going to make a short-term goal to use that on someone I can't stand...
SO! After all of my mopey there's-no-hope-left ranting, here's the small glimmer of light: how I think the left can clobber insurance companies.
A step in a better direction would be to form insurance companies (wait for it) that go by OUR rules, and out-compete the large conglomerates that way. It won't be easy, but I believe it would be far less of a challenge than trying to defeat them in congress. Step 2: LOCAL legislation. State or even city law which mandates or even OFFERS health-insurance for the populace, or at least regulates insurance companies in more practical ways. The federal level follows more money and power and is therefore more vulnerable to corruption and collusion. State and city officials are under far closer watch by their citizens than the national government (believe it or not, Sam Adams is under FAR more political scrutiny than Ben Bernanke).
Ahhhhhh the catharsis of blogging.
That's all folks! Post your enamorance/hate below as usual, or if you reached this blog from MySpace or Facebook, comment or message me there!
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
In my opinion one needs to climb the cruel ladders of capitalism before being so quick to criticize its legitimacy, morality, et cetera.
Idiots, if you haven't figured it out, the system, the dominant, militant system, the one that keeps YOU safe (assholes), can also be run BY YOU?
If America has taught me anything, America is ABOUT selling out.
I can say that the way to own America's politics, is to own America. Why? Say you're a candidate seeking campaign funding from a private interest....let's say that happens to be a large insurance company. They are INCREDIBLY powerful. Even if that candidate's constituency favors one kind of legislation or another which may limit the reach and influence of said private interest (and in the case of America, insurance conglomerates ARE indeed the dominant private interest), this candidate will likely loose not only campaign funding from that insurance company; that insurance company is EXTREMELY likely to do things like run fear campaigns to scare middle-ground constituents away.
Why can't congress pass a health-care bill with a public option? Because every single one of them is in the balls-in-vice-grip of insurance conglomerates.
Reasons I think this is the case: the biggest voices coming from congress (the "tea-bagging" crazies on the right, and the Blue-Dog Democrats, Joe Lieberman, et cetera) are the ones who receive or are threatened with significant incentives to strike down efforts for health-care reform.
But here's where the true-left Democrats forget: this is NOT about health-care reform, this is NOT about people's lives, this is about MONEY and POWER, things which insurance companies have gobs of and will do anything to keep their tenacious fat fingers coiled tightly around congress. THAT is why we do not, and in my opinion will NEVER have a public option.
*Ahem* Not that I wouldn't want it myself, I stand behind the moral-left standpoint of "everyone deserves coverage", and I really think conservatives need to shut the fuck up about us "having the best health-care system in the world". YOU ARE FUCKING ASS-SERVICE.
Woah that's a good insult, I'm going to make a short-term goal to use that on someone I can't stand...
SO! After all of my mopey there's-no-hope-left ranting, here's the small glimmer of light: how I think the left can clobber insurance companies.
A step in a better direction would be to form insurance companies (wait for it) that go by OUR rules, and out-compete the large conglomerates that way. It won't be easy, but I believe it would be far less of a challenge than trying to defeat them in congress. Step 2: LOCAL legislation. State or even city law which mandates or even OFFERS health-insurance for the populace, or at least regulates insurance companies in more practical ways. The federal level follows more money and power and is therefore more vulnerable to corruption and collusion. State and city officials are under far closer watch by their citizens than the national government (believe it or not, Sam Adams is under FAR more political scrutiny than Ben Bernanke).
Ahhhhhh the catharsis of blogging.
That's all folks! Post your enamorance/hate below as usual, or if you reached this blog from MySpace or Facebook, comment or message me there!
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Misery, human misery, humanity
We are made out of lies and fear.
From day one, we are taught not to lie. Always tell the truth.
As we grow, we discover that telling the truth is not so fun, honesty won't get you what you want. It's the predominant lack of quid pro quo that creates the need, if you don't have anything but some exterior facade of grandeur, that will buy you all the happiness and favors from anyone and everyone.
Everything we do, we are motivated by fear; we go to high school and college and work because if we don't we fear death by starvation.
We arm our nations because we are afraid one will attack the other.
Whether fear or lies are reasonable or not, they exist and their prevalence is indisputable, but yet we would sacrifice anything and everything to defend "truth" and "justice"; but like so many before us, they are our truth and our justice, and any morality differing from which are "their", "lies".
What truly irks me is the hypocrisy of all of those values. Here is an "honest" account of what humanity's "true" "rules" "should" be.
1. Killing is OK. Shit happens, people have been dying for a long time, murder, disease, whatever, get over it.
2. Stealing is OK. No, fuck that. Encouraged. That would give people a better sense of the value of their "possessions". If you make people vulnerable like that you can at least expect people to arm themselves.
3. Build a vast, bloodthirsty empire. Go ahead, do it motherfucker, history shows: biggest asshole wins, why bicker about morality when you have bullets and bombs?
That's it. Three simple rules, which encapsulate the raw nature of humanity; what we call "civil rights" are what I personally call "if I fuck with there's going to be shit to pay". That's fucking civil rights right there, if for whatever reason, for example, a police officer sees fit to knock the living snot out of you, (and mind you here I am speaking regardless of the situation) he or she can do it, and there will be NO shit for them to pay, and MORE shit still to come for you to pay. That's a fairly mild example though.
People like Al Gore and Bill Bradburry (both of whom I favor as a humanitarian) will go on about "sustainability", but the reason humankind has prevailed is BECAUSE of instability and insustainablity. The fact of the matter is that there are just too many people all trying to live the same way at the same time, too many people wanting to make more and more people, too many people wanting to live longer and therefore consume more resources for a longer amount of time.
But through all of this dystopic misanthropy, I remain a humanitarian. How, one may ask? Well, you see, soley because I BELIEVE that human nature is damned and flawed in every way does not mean I believe in persuing such catastrophic paths; quite the contrary, I believe that in the eventuality of removing such barriers, we will all see what matters to our survival and the narrowing view of prosperity, if those things are what "we" are really trying to achieve.
The reason I contend that things will not change in such a way is one of the other damnable yet desirable aspects of human nature: lust for power. Those with power now are so desparate for it they will commit every penny of their fortunes just to maintain it. I would. I know I would. And I know damn well you would too.
My repositories of misery and distrust have been effectively and verbosely depleted, please post your enamorance/hate below as usual, or if you reached this blog from MySpace or Facebook, message or comment me there.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
From day one, we are taught not to lie. Always tell the truth.
As we grow, we discover that telling the truth is not so fun, honesty won't get you what you want. It's the predominant lack of quid pro quo that creates the need, if you don't have anything but some exterior facade of grandeur, that will buy you all the happiness and favors from anyone and everyone.
Everything we do, we are motivated by fear; we go to high school and college and work because if we don't we fear death by starvation.
We arm our nations because we are afraid one will attack the other.
Whether fear or lies are reasonable or not, they exist and their prevalence is indisputable, but yet we would sacrifice anything and everything to defend "truth" and "justice"; but like so many before us, they are our truth and our justice, and any morality differing from which are "their", "lies".
What truly irks me is the hypocrisy of all of those values. Here is an "honest" account of what humanity's "true" "rules" "should" be.
1. Killing is OK. Shit happens, people have been dying for a long time, murder, disease, whatever, get over it.
2. Stealing is OK. No, fuck that. Encouraged. That would give people a better sense of the value of their "possessions". If you make people vulnerable like that you can at least expect people to arm themselves.
3. Build a vast, bloodthirsty empire. Go ahead, do it motherfucker, history shows: biggest asshole wins, why bicker about morality when you have bullets and bombs?
That's it. Three simple rules, which encapsulate the raw nature of humanity; what we call "civil rights" are what I personally call "if I fuck with
People like Al Gore and Bill Bradburry (both of whom I favor as a humanitarian) will go on about "sustainability", but the reason humankind has prevailed is BECAUSE of instability and insustainablity. The fact of the matter is that there are just too many people all trying to live the same way at the same time, too many people wanting to make more and more people, too many people wanting to live longer and therefore consume more resources for a longer amount of time.
But through all of this dystopic misanthropy, I remain a humanitarian. How, one may ask? Well, you see, soley because I BELIEVE that human nature is damned and flawed in every way does not mean I believe in persuing such catastrophic paths; quite the contrary, I believe that in the eventuality of removing such barriers, we will all see what matters to our survival and the narrowing view of prosperity, if those things are what "we" are really trying to achieve.
The reason I contend that things will not change in such a way is one of the other damnable yet desirable aspects of human nature: lust for power. Those with power now are so desparate for it they will commit every penny of their fortunes just to maintain it. I would. I know I would. And I know damn well you would too.
My repositories of misery and distrust have been effectively and verbosely depleted, please post your enamorance/hate below as usual, or if you reached this blog from MySpace or Facebook, message or comment me there.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
Sunday, December 6, 2009
Changes to my blogging, and Humanistic Nihlism
Alright, I think my small handbasket full of readers have figured out that I haven't posted every night. I haven't made good on that promise, and so I hereby apologize and present a new proposition: I'm just going to blog whenever either something that I perceive as shitty happens, or when I think that there's something worth blogging about or I just need to unload my emotions. It might be every day, or every two days, or once a week, whatever. That's the new thing though. Don't worry, there will be copius reading to be done.
I spent the last couple of days watching "Fight Club" over and over again, picking it apart.
I have to say, the first time I watched it I was more tripped out than the first time I watched "The Matrix".
And I've been thinking to myself.
What is my Americanism? I believe it is my desire to live a perpetual amnesic existance, eating storebought food, playing videogames, posting self-indulgent and lose touch more and more with the world outside my homeoffice.
This is the kind of thing I think Fight Club gets me thinking about.
Today, I started writing a brutal-ass metal song. I'm going to call it "Cinders and Fleshrot". Brutal.
Now here is a list of people who need to lick a fat hairy STD-ridden CUNT:
Glenn Beck
Rush Limbaugh
Sarah Palin
Michelle Bachmann
Every single congressional Republican
Glenn Beck
Richard Cheney
Robert Reiner
Ann Coulter
Glenn Beck
Lou Dobbs
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
GLENN BECK NEEDS TO FACEPLANT INTO A DIRTY FILTHY GROSS CUNT.
I'm working on learning to read music with this thing called Fast Keys, I'm not sure how well its working...
Anyways, sorry for the short post, but I must dash!
MySpace/Facebook users, comment/message me, or post your enamorance/hate below!
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
I spent the last couple of days watching "Fight Club" over and over again, picking it apart.
I have to say, the first time I watched it I was more tripped out than the first time I watched "The Matrix".
And I've been thinking to myself.
What is my Americanism? I believe it is my desire to live a perpetual amnesic existance, eating storebought food, playing videogames, posting self-indulgent and lose touch more and more with the world outside my homeoffice.
This is the kind of thing I think Fight Club gets me thinking about.
Today, I started writing a brutal-ass metal song. I'm going to call it "Cinders and Fleshrot". Brutal.
Now here is a list of people who need to lick a fat hairy STD-ridden CUNT:
Glenn Beck
Rush Limbaugh
Sarah Palin
Michelle Bachmann
Every single congressional Republican
Glenn Beck
Richard Cheney
Robert Reiner
Ann Coulter
Glenn Beck
Lou Dobbs
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
Glenn Beck
GLENN BECK NEEDS TO FACEPLANT INTO A DIRTY FILTHY GROSS CUNT.
I'm working on learning to read music with this thing called Fast Keys, I'm not sure how well its working...
Anyways, sorry for the short post, but I must dash!
MySpace/Facebook users, comment/message me, or post your enamorance/hate below!
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
Friday, December 4, 2009
More proof that the world really does need "world police"
Or so I would say.
The human world is as full of shit as it was 100,000 years ago.
We are up our asses with morals, laws, and the like, but we forget the age old lesson: people are going to do whatever the fuck they want regardless of surrounding religion or rule of law.
Some examples:
The slave trade, or "human trafficking" for you politically correct types, is still alive and well and contributing TRILLIONS of dollars to the world economy. No one's hands are clean. There are NO countries in which slavery is legal, and yet there is the practice of slavery in EVERY nation. National governments don't do squat to squelch the practice, because it is economically beneficial. It's free money. Free resources. What nation would turn that down? None. Not even the good ol' USA, nope, us with out morals about treating people right and giving everyone a shot ENDORSE slavery, especially by the preachiness of our human rights policy; we'll talk till our lips turn purple about how bad slavery/human trafficking/prostitution/etc is but our foreign and domestic policy ENDORSE it, and our governments turn a blind eye to it because IT BRINGS IN BIG FUCKING CASH. What to do? Legalize and regulate mass human labor, because whether you like sweatshops or not, they're not going away just because some pompous assholes on Capitol Hill or the Kremlin signed some piece of ass-wipe paper that says "no sweatshops/whores blah".
Number two: substance trafficking. Western nations and governments are red in the face with right-wing evangelic morals about how terrible substance use is and how the only way to get rid of it is to make it "illegal"; but of course, HUMANS NEVER FUCKING LEARN: PEOPLE WILL DO WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT, NO MATTER WHAT PREDOMINANT RELIGION OR GOVERNMENTS HAVE TO SAY ABOUT IT. Whether you like it or not, people will use cocaine, heroin, speed, whatever, EVERY FUCKING DAY, AND THERE'S NOT A GOD DAMNED THING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT, AND IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, OR IF YOU THINK YOUR SHITTY RELIGION OR GOVERNMENT CAN CHANGE THAT, YOU ARE FUCKING RETARDED, GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF. What really needs to happen is every nation in the world needs to legalize all these "naughty" substances, let the piggy pharmasudical industry do its thing. All this militant prohibition is doing is causing bloody violence, more people die in illicit territory control and supply chains than from actual substance use.
If you believe in prohibition, FUCK YOU, THAT MEANS YOU THINK THAT HUMAN MURDER AND SECTARIAN VIOLENCE IS MORE MORALLY RIGHTEOUS THAN SUBSTANCE USE. FUCK YOU STUPID SHIT EATING COCK-GAGGING CUM DROWNING CUNTED PIECES OF SHIT, YOU ARE WORTHLESS MAGGOTS WHO DO NOT DESERVE A LIFE. FUCKING KILL YOURSELVES.
As I have said before, the UWG is the ultimate solution to the human disease. This is another life dream of mine, I hope other's will see through the lies of conventiality, even the status quo of American liberalism is absolutely pathetic, please, I urge you to think about this even if you do not agree with it, and please PLEASE, talk to me about it.
Goodnight readers, MySpace/Facebook users post on my profile, otherwise post your usual enamorance/hate below.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow' Mullinax
The human world is as full of shit as it was 100,000 years ago.
We are up our asses with morals, laws, and the like, but we forget the age old lesson: people are going to do whatever the fuck they want regardless of surrounding religion or rule of law.
Some examples:
The slave trade, or "human trafficking" for you politically correct types, is still alive and well and contributing TRILLIONS of dollars to the world economy. No one's hands are clean. There are NO countries in which slavery is legal, and yet there is the practice of slavery in EVERY nation. National governments don't do squat to squelch the practice, because it is economically beneficial. It's free money. Free resources. What nation would turn that down? None. Not even the good ol' USA, nope, us with out morals about treating people right and giving everyone a shot ENDORSE slavery, especially by the preachiness of our human rights policy; we'll talk till our lips turn purple about how bad slavery/human trafficking/prostitution/etc is but our foreign and domestic policy ENDORSE it, and our governments turn a blind eye to it because IT BRINGS IN BIG FUCKING CASH. What to do? Legalize and regulate mass human labor, because whether you like sweatshops or not, they're not going away just because some pompous assholes on Capitol Hill or the Kremlin signed some piece of ass-wipe paper that says "no sweatshops/whores blah".
Number two: substance trafficking. Western nations and governments are red in the face with right-wing evangelic morals about how terrible substance use is and how the only way to get rid of it is to make it "illegal"; but of course, HUMANS NEVER FUCKING LEARN: PEOPLE WILL DO WHATEVER THE FUCK THEY WANT, NO MATTER WHAT PREDOMINANT RELIGION OR GOVERNMENTS HAVE TO SAY ABOUT IT. Whether you like it or not, people will use cocaine, heroin, speed, whatever, EVERY FUCKING DAY, AND THERE'S NOT A GOD DAMNED THING YOU CAN DO ABOUT IT, AND IF YOU THINK YOU CAN, OR IF YOU THINK YOUR SHITTY RELIGION OR GOVERNMENT CAN CHANGE THAT, YOU ARE FUCKING RETARDED, GO FUCKING KILL YOURSELF. What really needs to happen is every nation in the world needs to legalize all these "naughty" substances, let the piggy pharmasudical industry do its thing. All this militant prohibition is doing is causing bloody violence, more people die in illicit territory control and supply chains than from actual substance use.
If you believe in prohibition, FUCK YOU, THAT MEANS YOU THINK THAT HUMAN MURDER AND SECTARIAN VIOLENCE IS MORE MORALLY RIGHTEOUS THAN SUBSTANCE USE. FUCK YOU STUPID SHIT EATING COCK-GAGGING CUM DROWNING CUNTED PIECES OF SHIT, YOU ARE WORTHLESS MAGGOTS WHO DO NOT DESERVE A LIFE. FUCKING KILL YOURSELVES.
As I have said before, the UWG is the ultimate solution to the human disease. This is another life dream of mine, I hope other's will see through the lies of conventiality, even the status quo of American liberalism is absolutely pathetic, please, I urge you to think about this even if you do not agree with it, and please PLEASE, talk to me about it.
Goodnight readers, MySpace/Facebook users post on my profile, otherwise post your usual enamorance/hate below.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow' Mullinax
Thursday, December 3, 2009
Musing at where I'm going, what I'll do in the relatively short-term
My college path is narrowing.
I've decided that I'm going to go to college whatever the fuck it takes, because I fuckin' want to, not because its the Great White Status Quo.
MAYBE, I'll take a year off to soul-search, or something fucktarded like that.
I've narrowed my selection down to about 20 schools, but I'm only going to talk about 2 right now: University of Advancing Technology in Tempe, Arizona, and McNally Smith College of Music in Saint Paul, Minnesota.
My inner nerd urges me to UAT, to follow (somewhat) in the steps of my father (a MIT graduate) and go in to the high-tech industry.
I'm also tempted by McNS, because I love music, it is my soul. It's not "my life" as many ASSHOLE POSER SCENEKIDS would claim, but my angle is that it is my SOUL. As I said before, devotion is a close cousin to delusion.
Occupations seem a bit far off but I'm thinking if I go down the UAT road, I want to start a kickass independent videogame company, an extension of my life-long project King Moon Studios (http://www.myspace.com/kingmoonstudios). I want to create some kind of business partnership with the local nonprofit Free Geek, a program that helps get computers/other technology to those who might not be able to afford it or other nonprofit organizations.
I'm thinking I'll do something similar if I graduate at McNS, I want to front some kind of band, use any money that comes off of that for some internationalist charity, expand King Moon Studios to help sign small-time, talented groups with not enough glitz and glamour to impress big studios.
That's all I have to say for now, as usual, MySpace/Facebook users message/comment me, or post your enamorance/hate below.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
I've decided that I'm going to go to college whatever the fuck it takes, because I fuckin' want to, not because its the Great White Status Quo.
MAYBE, I'll take a year off to soul-search, or something fucktarded like that.
I've narrowed my selection down to about 20 schools, but I'm only going to talk about 2 right now: University of Advancing Technology in Tempe, Arizona, and McNally Smith College of Music in Saint Paul, Minnesota.
My inner nerd urges me to UAT, to follow (somewhat) in the steps of my father (a MIT graduate) and go in to the high-tech industry.
I'm also tempted by McNS, because I love music, it is my soul. It's not "my life" as many ASSHOLE POSER SCENEKIDS would claim, but my angle is that it is my SOUL. As I said before, devotion is a close cousin to delusion.
Occupations seem a bit far off but I'm thinking if I go down the UAT road, I want to start a kickass independent videogame company, an extension of my life-long project King Moon Studios (http://www.myspace.com/kingmoonstudios). I want to create some kind of business partnership with the local nonprofit Free Geek, a program that helps get computers/other technology to those who might not be able to afford it or other nonprofit organizations.
I'm thinking I'll do something similar if I graduate at McNS, I want to front some kind of band, use any money that comes off of that for some internationalist charity, expand King Moon Studios to help sign small-time, talented groups with not enough glitz and glamour to impress big studios.
That's all I have to say for now, as usual, MySpace/Facebook users message/comment me, or post your enamorance/hate below.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
A little anecdotal post, reminisence.
So, my parents wanted to repaint my room (which frankly I don't care too much about, I'll only be there for another year or so anyways), so I've had to move all my stuff out.
As I was doing it, I thought about everything I picked up.
Every receipt brought back a memory of a certain day of my childhood/adolescence.
Every trading-card package reminded me of my old self, what I used to do, the things I used to love and care about.
I picked up a notebook with a story I started writing in 4th grade. I liked it, most of it at least, it was about talking cats. No wonder people hated me in 4th grade, I was a fucking smart 4th grader.
I found a potato chip. No story there, just evidence of a true pig.
I made sure my weed and cigarette stashes were secure.
I had to pack away my bookshelves as well; it reminded me of how my parents would read me to sleep every night, until I was...12 or something.
As I was cleaning out my bookshelves, I came across several childhood photo albums. They made me giggle. I was this innocent little blond tubby kid not so long ago.
I crumpled up poems from junior high and freshman year. I have forgotten how much I really truly wanted to kill myself in those days.
I'm thinking when I rearrange my room when the paint dries, I'm going to go for a more austere look. So I won't miss it when I move out.
Now that I've gotten rid of my bookshelf, I'm thinking about clearing out my closet to make more space. That way I can set up a real "home office" in there, with my computer, a drawing table, and my good old Webster's Encyclopedic Dictionary.
Assuming I have a similar setup when I move in to an apartment or something, I'll probably do something similar, except hopefully I'll live somewhere I won't have to hide my drugs and I could actually like....I dunno, smoke out in my room or something.
On a mostly unrelated note, I've added 4 days of cardio to my workout regime, so no I am doing 45 minutes of elliptical machine every day, in addition to my 3-day per week weightlifting regime. Hopefully coupled with some dietary adjustments I should be much thinner within the next year or so or possibly hopefully less than that.
As usual, post your enamorance/hate below.
OR
If you got here from MySpace or Facebook, comment or message me there!
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
As I was doing it, I thought about everything I picked up.
Every receipt brought back a memory of a certain day of my childhood/adolescence.
Every trading-card package reminded me of my old self, what I used to do, the things I used to love and care about.
I picked up a notebook with a story I started writing in 4th grade. I liked it, most of it at least, it was about talking cats. No wonder people hated me in 4th grade, I was a fucking smart 4th grader.
I found a potato chip. No story there, just evidence of a true pig.
I made sure my weed and cigarette stashes were secure.
I had to pack away my bookshelves as well; it reminded me of how my parents would read me to sleep every night, until I was...12 or something.
As I was cleaning out my bookshelves, I came across several childhood photo albums. They made me giggle. I was this innocent little blond tubby kid not so long ago.
I crumpled up poems from junior high and freshman year. I have forgotten how much I really truly wanted to kill myself in those days.
I'm thinking when I rearrange my room when the paint dries, I'm going to go for a more austere look. So I won't miss it when I move out.
Now that I've gotten rid of my bookshelf, I'm thinking about clearing out my closet to make more space. That way I can set up a real "home office" in there, with my computer, a drawing table, and my good old Webster's Encyclopedic Dictionary.
Assuming I have a similar setup when I move in to an apartment or something, I'll probably do something similar, except hopefully I'll live somewhere I won't have to hide my drugs and I could actually like....I dunno, smoke out in my room or something.
On a mostly unrelated note, I've added 4 days of cardio to my workout regime, so no I am doing 45 minutes of elliptical machine every day, in addition to my 3-day per week weightlifting regime. Hopefully coupled with some dietary adjustments I should be much thinner within the next year or so or possibly hopefully less than that.
As usual, post your enamorance/hate below.
OR
If you got here from MySpace or Facebook, comment or message me there!
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
Tuesday, December 1, 2009
Apologies....
Alright, I had to move my computer from my room as some remodeling was going on so I have not had internet access for the last couple of days, so my apologies to any readers.
I think I've figured something out a little bit about life, and the world, and people, and first is that I have no idea what any of their significance is, and secondly that they all suck major pornstar dick. Lastly, anywhere or anything to be "gotten to" or achieved in life sucks, and is bound to be something that is unenjoyable.
Example: to get anywhere in this fucking world, you need to go to school. Well, school sucks.
Example 2: to be attractive you need to exercise and eat right, both of which suck.
Example 3: on a less personal level, in order for a country to "succeed" it needs to exert military and economic imperialism over surrounding countries, which sucks.
Anything pleasurable will get you absolutely nowhere, it will drag you down. I find it ironic, life's pains and suckiness are the only ways to get ahead.
Some more examples of fun/pleasurable things that will drag you down in this life:
Substance use. Good example. More fun than I've had at any other time in my life. Idiots talk about just "getting high on life" which is FUCKING BULLSHIT, YOU ARE CUNTLICKERS
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLES.
You can't get inebriated "on life" you have to destroy your body and brain to really enjoy the finest beauty of human existence.
Second: fatty food. Tasty. Delicious. Amazing. Wish I could live off of it. But you fucking can't otherwise you turn into a fat piece of shit like me, or a fatter piece of shit like Rush Limbaugh. Your arterial system will go fuck itself up its ass until you die a slow painful heart attack death.
MICHAEL ANGRY!
MICHAEL SMASH!
...
...
Alright, my reserves of bitching have been temporarily depleted, as usual, post your enamorance/hate below.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
I think I've figured something out a little bit about life, and the world, and people, and first is that I have no idea what any of their significance is, and secondly that they all suck major pornstar dick. Lastly, anywhere or anything to be "gotten to" or achieved in life sucks, and is bound to be something that is unenjoyable.
Example: to get anywhere in this fucking world, you need to go to school. Well, school sucks.
Example 2: to be attractive you need to exercise and eat right, both of which suck.
Example 3: on a less personal level, in order for a country to "succeed" it needs to exert military and economic imperialism over surrounding countries, which sucks.
Anything pleasurable will get you absolutely nowhere, it will drag you down. I find it ironic, life's pains and suckiness are the only ways to get ahead.
Some more examples of fun/pleasurable things that will drag you down in this life:
Substance use. Good example. More fun than I've had at any other time in my life. Idiots talk about just "getting high on life" which is FUCKING BULLSHIT, YOU ARE CUNTLICKERS
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
FUCK YOU.
ASSHOLES.
You can't get inebriated "on life" you have to destroy your body and brain to really enjoy the finest beauty of human existence.
Second: fatty food. Tasty. Delicious. Amazing. Wish I could live off of it. But you fucking can't otherwise you turn into a fat piece of shit like me, or a fatter piece of shit like Rush Limbaugh. Your arterial system will go fuck itself up its ass until you die a slow painful heart attack death.
MICHAEL ANGRY!
MICHAEL SMASH!
...
...
Alright, my reserves of bitching have been temporarily depleted, as usual, post your enamorance/hate below.
Peace,
~Michael "Cow" Mullinax
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